12:41 AM
Thursday, August 29, 2013
i really really really feel like giving up.
i dont think i can do this,
although i have to, because I'm like that sheep in the herd
the whole herd is pushing through, i cant just stand there and raise the white flag.
can i just open a taco shop in woodlands and sell smashin' tacos for life?
having someone to talk to would be good too though, cause my relationship
with my starhub cable & my bed has evolved to a whole new level.
4:01 AM
Saturday, August 24, 2013
hi,
noone to turn to, so here i am.
just watched 50/50 and my tears wouldnt stop flowing
it is a great movie to watch, but not when its night time and when im all alone
i start thinking too much and then woosh waterfall...
im actually excited for treetop ltr at 8.30 in the morning
whuuut too early, but heck lets breathe fresh air and have some fun
cant sleep, thinking too much as usual
and i just heard my mum from the dining table, gg to bed now?!?
wow. i really respect her alot, still working on her job/commitment stuffs at 3ish
in the morning. i need to learn from her, she is a strrrong woman!
and my dad, i can hear him snoring from the living room.
i feel very bad that us kids have the luxury of having our own rooms and very comfortable beds
and (new pillow), while my dad takes the couch every night.
makes me wna cry.
i miss having someone to pour such thoughts and feelings to,
i guess thats why im here.
i am so blessed in every single way,
i dunknw why i still feel so lonely nowadays.
just keeping it all inside, yup i tend to overthink alot.
so yeah.
i think im gna make bacon,eggs and toast cups for my family ltr
just to show how much i love them.
yay. fun things to do...by myself... haha
yah so i was just watching 50/50,
and picturing myself with cancer,
it would be unimaginable, the sadness,
what i love most about the movie was his friend, kyle,
when adam discovered the 'doing cancer together' book at kyle's house.
super touching!!!! made me smile.
this time last week,
i was at macs having a good ol' cheeseburger with amir...
good times, good times.
7:03 PM
Sunday, August 18, 2013
life cant get any better than this!
but
school is a total struggle for me right now
no fire no motivation nothing....
cant procrastinate anymore
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ndp live!
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sunday night by boat quay
(impromptu gmax)
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my first 8km milestone hehe
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friday madness
met them boys after sch at big hotel,
watched wyd syd's performance at esplanade
let's party at attica
crazy crazy~
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COLOUR RUN!
of course all fun and games will die down
i wna do well in school right now, help.
super thankful and blessed for the people surrounding me.
thank you thank you thank you
7:23 PM
Wednesday, August 07, 2013
marcus' commissioning
running girl hwaiting!
dinner i prev mentioned
more assumptionites meet up!
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KELONG
(third times the charm)
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Monday: First day of school!
i feel renewed for some reason
and i am happy.